Sunday, February 19, 2006

Alas!

When Gd made me, He made me ordinary. And right from that day I have remained forever so.

When life give difficulties there are those who stand up to fight and resist to be carried away. There aer those who figts against the strong currents of fate and destiny. But I am not one of them. I just accepts whatever life throws at me. I just let myself be carried by the currents of fate. For I have no strenght either to fight or resist. Valour first needs strength and then a weapon. I have none.

Is really there a place in this world for the weak? Do we have the right to survive in this world where the meek are ostracised and the weak are trampled? Is being weak a sin; for which we have to atone it as we live in this cursed life? Which world shall the meek inherit?

We, the weak, the coward lot are born to suffer. We are destinied to live wretched and die accursed. Alas! but that is the fate that is in store for us. For us there is no hope, only darkness and to accept whatever is given to us.

But complain we do not! We do not ask "Why me?" For we are glad that we got a part, however infinitesimally small and immaterial it may be, in God's intricate play in this web of life.

9 comments:

Phoenix said...

i have never hrd u sound so defeated....

Anonymous said...

hey man, howz your health, keep me upated..... waiting for u...
Recover soon

Love
Manish

desperado said...

you are not the one to be carried away
you are special..everyone is in their own way

so get well soon n clear the mind of these thoughts

waitin to see u soon ...back in college..n smilin as always

johney said...

@Phoenix
Yes, that is because, I concede.

@manish chauhan
My health is very fine. I thank you for your concern.

@desperado
I know you are saying those things to make me feel good. And I thank you for that. But one cannot be hidden from the ultimate truth for long.

And about smiling. I always do. Even now, a big smile is pasted on my face.

desperado said...

yep to make u feel gud
but yes i believe in it also

everyone is special in their own way..god has been kind enough on everyone...its just u dont recognise it.

johney said...

@dhruv
And for that I thank you from the bottom of my otherwise worthless heart.

Indeed, God has been very king to us. For it could have been worse, but The Lord remembered mercy in the midst of judgement.

@luke
After a long time, indeed it has been. Conceeded, I have to life. And I have no strenth or valour to fight this long war.

All is lost now. And hence forth, I shall only exist and shall not live.

milo said...

hey! y r u feelin so low.. its ok evn this current will pass.dnt lose hope, dnt lose ur heart..its jus dat smtimes u r weak coz d situation isnt in ur hand. believe in urself.nothin is stagnant.

milo said...

hey! u hav bn tagged!

johney said...

@milo
Thank you Milo, for your kind words. I don't know how to believe in myself but I believe in my Lord.