A bicycle rolled by, the child riding it expertly, half pedaling, half pushed by another child running behind, half laughing, half gasping.
The warn morning breeze of spring greeted Ketan, as he looked out of the only window of his 2nd floor apartment. How long has it been? 22 springs? The same breeze, the same warmth. The same empty street below. He took a deep breath of the freshness that is spring.
The minutes whilst away, as he lay by the window gazing out to the barren road below. What passes through his mind, none can tell. It has been 22 years since he finally got a job and moved out of his parent's. And ever since, in this small two room apartment, alone, living a quiet life.
Maybe he is looking back to his life; two and twenty years ago, he might have had dreams.; maybe he is dreaming about his old dreams, dreams that never came to pass. Maybe he is thinking about life, and how many more springs he have to endure, lying there, by the window gazing out to the empty street, until he can meet the final embrace of mother earth.
The two boys were arguing whose turn it was on the over-sized bicycle.
Monday, March 24, 2008
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Tagged by Akshay Unplugged (
I didn't see the tag before, otherwise I would have used this as an excuse to make a post. Well, and to make the previous post less conspicuous, otherwise, people may think I am suicidal and may start recommending counseling.
Yeah... Right...
So...
Eight things I am passionate about:
Books
Comics
Anime
HexRPG ( it is a role playing site I spend half my life time there )
Mythologies
Fairy tales and Happily ever afters.
Harry Potter and Lord of the Rings ( they are books but they totally deserves a separate mention )
Bats and Supes ( you won't know if you don't read comics )
Eight things I want to do before I die (In no particular order):
Live?
Shout out loud (I have never done so )
Write a song and Dedicate it to someone (anyone)
Write a Poem. I have never written a poem.
Write a book
Try not to become old
Plan my funeral
Leave everything I own for an orphanage.
I want to adopt a kid, but since I am dying young, I don't want to leave the child an orphan again. So, I gave up on that dream.
Eight things I say often:
The wheel weaves as the wheel wills.
I mean...
Actually...
lol
What must happen must happen because it cannot happen any other way.
Death is but the next great journey.
I feel old.
I am doing very well.
Eight books I’ve read recently:
Three men in a boat
Jane Eyre ( re-reading it for the nth time )
Tom Jones
Little Women
Mrs Dalloway
A hitch hiker's guide to the galaxy
Zen and the Art of motorcycle maintenance.
Life of Pi
Eight songs I could listen to, over and over:
Everyday I love you ( Boyzone )
Teer-Nazar- Dekhenge ( pakizah )
Start of something new ( High school musical )
Good morning Baltimore ( Hairspray )
When there was you and me ( High School Musical )
May it be ( LOTR-FoTR )
In dreams ( LOTR-FoTR)
A new day has come ( celine deon )
Eight things that attract me to my best friends:
Honesty
Good mannered
Trust
Sharing
Goodwill
Wishes
Dreams
Plain
Eight people I think should do this tag:
I could wish were it of any avail, that I could tag them. But they don't exist in this world of blogosphere.
Ketan
Kheroda
Kelvin
Arunjit
Ayo
Shashikanta
Ravikanta
Kanta
lol, I can make wishes, can't I?
Yeah... Right...
So...
Eight things I am passionate about:
Books
Comics
Anime
HexRPG ( it is a role playing site I spend half my life time there )
Mythologies
Fairy tales and Happily ever afters.
Harry Potter and Lord of the Rings ( they are books but they totally deserves a separate mention )
Bats and Supes ( you won't know if you don't read comics )
Eight things I want to do before I die (In no particular order):
Live?
Shout out loud (I have never done so )
Write a song and Dedicate it to someone (anyone)
Write a Poem. I have never written a poem.
Write a book
Try not to become old
Plan my funeral
Leave everything I own for an orphanage.
I want to adopt a kid, but since I am dying young, I don't want to leave the child an orphan again. So, I gave up on that dream.
Eight things I say often:
The wheel weaves as the wheel wills.
I mean...
Actually...
lol
What must happen must happen because it cannot happen any other way.
Death is but the next great journey.
I feel old.
I am doing very well.
Eight books I’ve read recently:
Three men in a boat
Jane Eyre ( re-reading it for the nth time )
Tom Jones
Little Women
Mrs Dalloway
A hitch hiker's guide to the galaxy
Zen and the Art of motorcycle maintenance.
Life of Pi
Eight songs I could listen to, over and over:
Everyday I love you ( Boyzone )
Teer-Nazar- Dekhenge ( pakizah )
Start of something new ( High school musical )
Good morning Baltimore ( Hairspray )
When there was you and me ( High School Musical )
May it be ( LOTR-FoTR )
In dreams ( LOTR-FoTR)
A new day has come ( celine deon )
Eight things that attract me to my best friends:
Honesty
Good mannered
Trust
Sharing
Goodwill
Wishes
Dreams
Plain
Eight people I think should do this tag:
I could wish were it of any avail, that I could tag them. But they don't exist in this world of blogosphere.
Ketan
Kheroda
Kelvin
Arunjit
Ayo
Shashikanta
Ravikanta
Kanta
lol, I can make wishes, can't I?
'To the well-organized mind, death is but the next great adventure"
I was wondering, whether I have lived for too long, and the time to rest has come nigh. Well, some say they want to live for 120, or forever or such things, but I have no such desire. I just want to live, a few more years, that's it. Or maybe a few days. I think I have lived my life. I can proudly say that yes, I lived. It brings a smile to me when I say that. Because truly, I feel as if I have achieved what I lived for.
You may get the wrong idea that I am suicidal. No! Absolutely not! I shall never... when I am mentally sound, would not commit such a cowardly act! But you know, what I am saying is like, if something bad to me happens, and I am no longer there, I would happily pass away. And there will be no such thing like, 'if only' things.
I don't know what make me think of these things. When I was a child, I was afraid of death, that one day I would die. I was so young and childish. It makes me smile every time I reminisce those childish thoughts. I thought the moon keeps following me every night.
I have lived a happy life. I have experience what I could. I see a happy past. I livea happy present. I do not know wither then? Shall I be reborn again? Or pass on to nothingness? Shall I become one with the One? I do not know. But yes, I am ready for the next great adventure.
You may get the wrong idea that I am suicidal. No! Absolutely not! I shall never... when I am mentally sound, would not commit such a cowardly act! But you know, what I am saying is like, if something bad to me happens, and I am no longer there, I would happily pass away. And there will be no such thing like, 'if only' things.
I don't know what make me think of these things. When I was a child, I was afraid of death, that one day I would die. I was so young and childish. It makes me smile every time I reminisce those childish thoughts. I thought the moon keeps following me every night.
I have lived a happy life. I have experience what I could. I see a happy past. I livea happy present. I do not know wither then? Shall I be reborn again? Or pass on to nothingness? Shall I become one with the One? I do not know. But yes, I am ready for the next great adventure.
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