Of an Elven Lad

Thunder rolled in the Sky. Unseen to the naked eye, the elf cowered, high among the branches. A runaway elf, a youngling, even by the reckoning of men. Lightning flashed, revealing the hidden elf momentarily to his pursuer. The elf panicked, his sharp elven eyes darted here and there, looking for denser foliage, in the vain attempt to keep his presence hidden. Realising that further concealment is futile, his lithe elven body shivers from both fear and cold. He nocks a slick arrow on his elven bow. hIs sharp pointed ears raised in anticipation, trying to figure from which direction his pursuer would come.

He would not go back to Elehadras, the fair elven city, the city which he now despise. The city where she lives: the fair elven maiden who broke his young heart; he could no longer face his kindred, in shame of his heart. It has been a week since he left the city; he has not eaten since. It has been merely a few moments since was first aware of his pursuer; and he is frightened.

Suddenly a hand sprang out from the foliage behind him and grabbed his shoulder. The young elf yelped in fright and dropped his elven bows; and he fell. He fell and there was darkness.

Things I am doing

Yeah, I am in short of things to write, so let's get to know me more!

What am I doing these days? Hmmm... that's easy: brooding. lol

Well, other than that:

1. Hexing. You would not know what it is. lol. It is an RPG site for Harry Potter. http://www.hexrpg.com
I am here 24/7

2. Reading this book called "Zen and the art of Motorcycle maintenance". It has nothing to do with Buddhist philosophy, motorcycle maintenance, or arts. lol. A friend asked to see how it is.

3. Catching up on Bleach. If you don't know what it is, you won't understand.

4. Trying not to attend classes.
5. Thinking. I have been doing that lot; putting a lot of strain on my remaining three brain cells.
6. Starving. Gah! what if I become fat!!
7. Filling Naruto Colour Book. Yes, you read it right.
8. Pondering over to have my hair cut or not.

I don't know what else I am doing. I think those are pretty much. Well, if you do these things, it gets interesting. You won't know of course.

Obituary

He was once me. A romantic at heart, full of hope and love; he does not need a long obituary, for he no longer exist in this world.

Rest in Peace.
And don't rise from the dead, as is your wont.

Have you ever felt like....

Have you ever felt like something is wrong but you can't quite put your finger on it?
I do. All the time. Some people say it is called masculinity.

Since morning, I have this nagging feeling that something is quite wrong. I set out for the usual classes and lessons but I didn't feel like absorbing any new lessons. So I went for shopping instead. I didn't got all the thing mentioned in the last post but yes, I did managed to get most. I wish I could get all, especially the item no. 11 or 12. I don't mind which one, or if I can bargain, I want both.

Well, I have been thinking. I have always told myself ( and many others ) that I have learned now to not need anyone . But I have been debating myself whether it is really true. I thought about it. Two things I came up with. Yes, I think I have really learned that lesson well. But am I happy? To that question, I don't have a direct answer: I am not unhappy. Does that answer the question? No, it avoids the question altogether; somewhat cleverly.

Maybe I have been lying to myself. Maybe I am trying so hard to convince myself my saying it aloud again and again. Maybe, just maybe, I am a shadow of myself; pretending to be myself; a doppleganger; a pale imitation of what I once was, but no longer is.

Do I need a journey of self discovery? Where are the mountains and the valleys; where is the mountain top that has all the answer?
The Road ever goes on and on...

So Yeah, I changed

Yes, I did. And I am no longer the same person who use to write this blog.
-giggles-
He gave me this account to me, so I am using it now.

So yeah, what should be my first post. Yes, I got it. Let us start by things I need.

Hmmm... that's pretty easy.

With no particular order of degree of requirement, I absolutely am in mortal need of these things:

1. A good Hair Conditioner. I don't think I can survive any longer if I am deprived of this live giving hair elixir.
2. Mouth Wash. Yeah, so. I suspect my best friends don't tell me about these anymore.
3. Green and Orange Tees. I have been looking at my closet and I found I don't have enough green and orange Tees. I would prefer bright ones.
4. A pencil Sharpner. You do not know you need one until you need one.
5. Skin Moisterizer. To maintain the perfect balance of moisture. The indian summer is a killer on the skin.
6. A new toothbrush. I think the one I am currently using is jinxed. It keeps dropping the paste on it.
7. Bathing Gel. Yes, I do take baths, in fact, I keep high regards for this particular ritual of soul cleansing. I prefer ylang ylang flavour in creme.
8. Candles. Lots of them, in various shades of colour. I prefer natural lights then the artificial ones.
9. A sweet romantic novel. Preferably some classic. Before 18th century. I don't like these post modern novels.
10. Anti-histamine tablets. I am allergic. To almost everything. lol. I need lots of them.
11. Time. I need to do a lot of things but I don't have time to do it. So I want lots of it.
12. Sweet fluffy romance. Wish I could get some. Have been long since the last one. It was good while it lasted.

I want to go shopping ...